One of the hardest things I've found is to forgive myself for mistakes, for saying or doing mean things to me (and to others). This new song by Playing For Change hit close to home this morning, as I've been freaking out a bit over what to wear for the show this weekend. Did I mention I'm goind the Vagina Monologues this year? Wed pm is dress rehersal/charity show, then Friday and Saturday is the actual show. For the life of me I can't stop thinking Ok, everything I've tried on? Makes me look HUGE. and other mental crap. It's hard enough to get up on stage to talk about vaginas and things related to them, but doing it as a fat lady makes it even more difficult.