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Blog posts : "pregnancy"

FaNA+Pagan and Pregnant

April 3, 2012

I had a thought today that perhaps I would combine blogging here with my other spot, that other spot being where I put down my Pagan centered thoughts. I know there aren't a lot of other Pagans here in the Fatosphere (though there are a few!) and…

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Trigger Tuesday

March 13, 2012

Trigger warning for mentions of blood, miscarriage

I know I'm supposed to be writing about the five poisons, cancer and high fructose corn syrup today but after NewMe sent me a great link on Monday's post, and I poked around at The Fat Nutritionist'…

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Sick Day & Bump update

February 28, 2012

Taking a sick day today. Didn't expect too; went to bed last night feeling about 50/50 woke up feeling like death warmed over. Can't eat, headcold, low grade fever and my sinuses are, well, nevermind, it's gross. So I'm at home, going to snuggle up o…

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The End: Rebuilding

February 17, 2012

The emotional fall-out from my depression, and later the abortion, wasn't just mine, it was Ryan's as well. Many things are triggering for me now, like hospitals, and I avoid movies or books with scenes of childbirth (I can't read Marley and Me witho…

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The Middle: Betrayal

February 16, 2012

Trigger warning for depression, suicide, discussion of medical procedures. This is a long one, so I hope you're comfy.

Unfortunately, while the meeting the next day with my nurse went well, the resulting visit to an actual doctor did not. Julie, my …

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The Beginning: Defeat

February 15, 2012

Trigger warning for body hate, depression, suicide

I've mentioned not a few times on here the Gabe's labour and delivery was long and difficult, and that afterwards I feel deeply into post partum depression. I'm not sure if I've ever detailed how de…

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